Forgetting all is"BOTH/AND"WE JUST GENERALIZE everything!

Tues. April 14, 2026, 5:15 pm!

I guess I must add COMPLEX things to my LAW of "ALL is BOTH/AND"! a closer leaf has 3 sides, an octopus has 8 arms .. those are FACTS!! So facts are fine .. it is the COLLECTING and CONNECTING those facts we are TERRIBLE AT!!

I heard the word self reflection on TV background. Maybe if I was not always questioning myself and my KNOWING this work would have been DONE and in your hands 10 years ago .. no 5 years ago. Things went downhill ever faster after covid. I think like pigeons our BRAINS are truly FRIED. But NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION! Why do I have to figure this out .. why wasn't everybody else!! 🤬 maybe because they were busy ACTIUALLY getting things DONE and out there. Did I tell you I must have done 40 websites sincethe first GLUTEN INFLAMMATION ones? Each time I thought I had the answer I found MORE. But definitely we LACK ability to collect connect and then find BALNCE in truth. No wonder there is NO FAIRNESS or good FUNCTION in our systems! we just grab the first things that can be PROFITABLE or pretend to HELP!

Tues. April 14, 11:00 am. 

HAH!! Like everything  .. Eric Swallwell writing led to .. (also the kid molester actor ..he and wife's life RUINED on a LIE .. or maybe same TWISTING) how MANY THINGS maybe MOST are true but also a LIE! 

Jamaica lazy slave HELP THEM. . natives ... maybe THEIR way is better .. we always THINK we are doing good (missionaries) but ARE WE? or are we just PUSHING our hair brained ideas WRONGLY??

Has trump taught us this? Probably MAGA AND WOKE have. they are the SCREAMERS in our life. The louder you SCREAM the better smarter more SUCCESSFUL you are. HAH! That is good! I mean my THOUGHT is good. Life is LOUDER but more cruel. I hate how all dems turned on Swalwell .. just like Trumpers do! If you say BOO (What about if this happens ..?) you are DONE! What if the swallwell TRU is like my daughters Thruway belief. (I had no idea she distrusted me so much she would BELIEVE I actually WOULD leave them behind. Knowing that I would not have done this! sorry I do NOT trust the women who accused him. maybe they were paid to speak up bec MAGA was afraid he would get them trouble. Maybe their story is HALF TRUE .. just like my daughter's Thruway beief. BUT in tis situation the women had RESPONSIBILITY. They did not HAVE to do anything they could have kicked him in the balls and said "If you fire me, I will share this and twist it WORSE." I thought we were equal girlies!! 🤬

• the American dream starts with GETTING MONEY
• mentally ill need to be isolated
• killing fetus is evil (Raisning it without nurture is far WORSE) you pull yup some seedlings to leave stronger ones to be better food (or humans ) BUT lots of kids with BTROKEMN FAMILIES ALSO END UP WITHOUT NURTURE. BUT .. what child should be builtin the ENERGY of being a body interloper. NOT GOOD ENERGY to build a soul!
• American think they are superior and it is now a GLOBAL DESTRUCTIVE FORCE. Yet those who say America is EVIL are ALSO WRONG!

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Tues. April 14, 2026, 5:45 pm.

WE no longer CARE about UNDERSTANDING and TRUTH. I was going toad. an emoji .. but it is really TOO HORRIFYING to not seem ZOMBIE to joke about the true END of civilization. WE are LAZY irresponsible sheep. we want a FAST EASY ANSWER. You get that by grabbing whatever facts suit you .. LEAVING OFF THE INCONVENIENT ONES

Tues. April 21, 2026, 4:15 pm.

While I am seeing END TIMES much of my family is all positive .. OR .. at least they are able to SHUT OUT that reality. I think that those of us who pay ATTENTION and THINK are CORRECT that we have messed up EVERYTHING. I think a great CAUSE of END TIMES was "positive" people saying "don't worry about it". I think "positive" people are LAZY and IRRESPONSIBLE. I believe we should do what we CAN to fix the world .. and THEN I do not do it right ,, I should THEN go into the positive reality. If you look at the train image .. FIRST .. YOU SEE the reasons for collapse and try to REDUCE them by your and your F F friends family behaviour. NOW .. it is your turn to RELAX and look out the OTHER window of HOPE and possibility! But that LAZY IRRESPONSIBLE ?Law of attraction the SELF ABSORBED ADOPTED is a BIG reason we really collapsed with the internet self centred attention. The internet could have been UTOPIA by connecting humans and all their facts, ideas, inventions and SYSTEMS! Instead we divide into our camps .. do not say "tribes"! I feel like natives in NO way battled like we do! All we do is BATTLE! We generalize good vs bad and then DEMONIZE. What king of a way is that to run ONE planet we are stuck on? It assures DOOM. Unless we WORK TOGETHER as ONE COMMUNITY .. the HUMAN Family in our ONE HOME .. we will die! Do your part and THEN you can be positive. WE worriers can learn from you. BUT .. if you do not learn from US .. to take responsibility for our HOME not simply "ME!mine, here, NOW" NORMAL era humans will be extinct!

"POSITIVITY" is a HUGE RESOURCE. But it destroyed us .. since NOT BALANCED, and taken extreme! Simply watching things go bad and saying "Oh well .. what can I do 🤷🏼‍♀️ " is NOT acceptable! (TWISTING Wattles!) WORRY, concern for OTHERS and our HOME is NECESSARY FIRST! THEN we can go ahead and HOPE and feel OPTIMISM. 

Whoa watching Scott Jennings on CNN (President's club, old pres. discussing how they feel about America) he says democrats hate America, whereas Republicans are PROUD.  Why did I used to be SOOOO Proud of America .. but now I am EMBARRASED and FEARFUL the world hates us. That happened because MAGA Action with NEVER any contemplation of EVALUATION .. "just DO IT!" .. leaving so so many problems behind for US to deal with not them.

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Sat. April 4, 2026, 3:00 pm.

There is a book I have "Tools and weapons" . I need to FIND IT! (I moved in October but still have not unpacked! Shows you just how much we actually NEED our crap, eh?) In AGED (OLD!) WISDOM I have FINALLY been learning that ALMOST EVERYTHING is BOTH .. AND". This os exactly where we have failed! We need to calculate each action idea or invention .. is it MORE a tool or MORE a weapon? Or maybe it really IS just BOTH good AND bad! Think of the printing press. Most of us if HERE ..  are Right Brain .. THINKERS. We love books or at least do not HATE them. Imagine the human wisdom or knowledge sharing the printing press gave us. Can you imagine a world with no printed work? I miss reading the paper and would NEVER quit books .. screens do not ALLOW CONREMPLATION and that is probably why we are now at the CLIFF of STUPID! Yes screens and search are amazing but the breed the LAZY of just grabbing the EASY ANSWER. Jews were persecuted .. Naziis were evil .. the moon landing was in the 60's. For awhile we could do a little research but now things have been more shiut down. Our own laziness is LARGELY responsible BUT I suggest the BIBLE was the first FAKE NEWS! That quote that says you just have to believe in Jesus and you get to heaven? .. oh my god .. that is the biggest TWIST of all and why I hated religion since a kid. (My dad was a MINISTER later in life!!) NO! That is such a LIE!!! To get to heaven you have to be a GOOD HUMAN!! That means be FAIR .. decent to OTHERS.. do not harm the human family or home in ANY ACTION. That must be the religion the corporate guys are I .. the one you need NO REPONSIBILITY TO BE DECENT and FAIR to get the keys to heaven. Sorry wrong .. LISTEN TO ME.

As usual I went way off course ! So the image made me realize that most things are BOTH RESOURCES and toxins! The printing press was a HUGE resource for us! A benefit, POSITIVE, a VALUE of significance To HEP HUMANS. BUT .. (why "BUT" is the most important word!!) but the printing press was also used for great EVIL .. to TWIST our MIND, Manipulate and control us! If we have different religions will we be at war with each other .. NOT with THEM .. the few evil families that rule the world in ALL its aspects. Destroying our water, soil and our air for only THEIR PROFIT with NO REGARD to The HUMAN FAMILY's tea;th and home.

HAH!! So our question about "convenience" saving time, is also TOXIC because we disconnected things so much we now have 10 things to do vs eat clean house and visit friends. So Opposite's ?

Tues. April 7, 2026, 5:15 pm.

see title. Everything is BOTH! (good?) and! (bad). Our job was to calculate BETTER worse BALANCE. We went crazy with the INTERNET connecting everybody. "SPECIAL" CONNECTING divides! and in the EXTREME turned even CONNECTING EVIL. Extreme "connection" becomes the OPPOSITE. A Bomb is a weapon to protect us. But when everybody gets a bomb it is HELL WORLD. we started that whole mess did we not?

But WORSHIP of "Fast Easy CONVENIENCE" destroyed our ability to do that HARD WORK of life!

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