TOXINS need RESOURCES to FIGHT THEM

Tues. April 21, 2026, 11:30 am. rewrite! unclear .. 

Jackie may spout off how she hates useless Biden but at least in the past could say "hmm .. I never thought of that". But Scarry thought! That was years ago .. since I think the toxins have fully fried our brain, maybe the Biden voracious! ness of rage also would have removed that abilty to think how evil "funniest videos" is.

A BALANCED BRAIN Human can LISTEN to opposing ideas and RECONSIDER, contemplate the BEST solution for the MOST, with the LEAST HARM for the least. Lots of work CALCULATING all the plus value AND negative .. MULTIPLYING the number of humans affected.

What better place to discuss these things than a BBQ get together of family and friends. Yet wwhen I was first in buffalo my dear friend who helped me DISCOVER how awesome it was .. said "NO POLITICS or RELIGION at the BBQ." I remember I was confused forever about that admonishment. Where is it better to LEAR, Disagree, Rethink than among friends and those you car e about. Politics and religion are our OWN order system how we RUN OUR LIVES! Somehow "Politics" became like JEWS .. you are not ALLOWED to discuss such topics. And that is exactly how they shut us up. First I guess my idea in  late 90's was not POLITE. But as we LOST all politeness, now the admonishment eventually became YOU ARE CANCELLED because you are a COMMUNIST! Do not dare say taxes should be FAIR. You can be greedy if that please you .. JUST NOT AT THE EXPENSE OF HARMING OTHERS! ha! this is NEW .. good THINKING! The evolution of Social CONTROL!! 

When I "moved" to TO. in 2008 (My "half time" in buffalo was just where I had an actual LIFE) in TO. I noticed manners were truly waning. My daughter had laughed "how quaint" when I mentioned people in TO seemed RUDE .. wow so it is recent! We can discuss "politics" just be ready to be TAKEN down. We only DIVIDE and DEMONIZE now .. NOT normal human BEHAVIOUR! NORMAL human listen and contemplate opposing ideas and together calculate the best direction. We no longer have a country. We have 2 WARRING Parties. So there are only 2 opposite ways to run the country? This is EXACTLY Dr Iain McGhilchrist! Lfet brains ACT while RIGHT brains like to THINK .. s we hate each other. The NORMAL BALANCED BRAIN human does BOTH!! But our brains are DISBLED by toxins. TRU mental illness is EVERYWHER!

POLITICS WAS .. how our LIFE was managed. We needed to TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for input! That it was not good manners to speak about was the first CONTROL the MASSES TRICK. Why would you NOT discuss how your life is ORDERED??

by A I .. 

"Politics is the process, art, or science of government and the exercise of power to make decisions, allocate resources, or influence policies within a state, organization, or group. It involves competition for power, negotiation, and conflict resolution, functioning at local, national, and international levels, as well as in daily organizational life. Merriam-Webster +4Usage Examples:

• Governmental: "She has been heavily involved in local politics for years".
• Organizational/Office: "Office politics can make it difficult to get a promotion".
• Societal/Issues: "The debate over healthcare is a major topic in national politics".
• Interpersonal/General: "He tends to avoid politics in the workplace". Cambridge Dictionary +3"

HAH! Because we allowed ourselves to be SHUT UP .. this ORDER SYSTEM went purely global, run by a few evil families .. and only a few of the tasks above remain and are followed. like take "POWER .. and influence". POLITICS being demonized is just another TWISTED con job .. There should be no PARTIES, just people trying to make the world, country, pARTY or church WORK BETTER

WAIT! Do not GENERALIZE like me .. SO BAD! Even BAD can be TURNED to GOOD by great NORMAL Humans! 😇

Thurs. April 16, 2026, 2:30 pm.

THis is a MEAN thing but turns out awesome. My reaction? "What is WRONG with an idiot who steals a 140 years old ARTIFACT from a church?? .. we have become such HEARTLESS mindless beings!" OFF I would have gone spreading BAD ENERGY in the atmosphere and society. 

see the ATMOSPHERE image! Please read this little Buffalo article or watch the video. THIS is what REAL GOD stuff is about! This is a REAL "man of god" .. and congregation .. doing the TRUE WORK OF GOD. Forgiving and showing mercy! and HELPING MAN FEEL VALUED!! The priest's words to me are like TO. Mayor Tory's "Bad guys are NOT BORN, they are MADE by US." EXCELLENT! NURTURE is so IMPORTANT! Minister said it so beautifully. Please give 2 minutes of your time. WE are the ATMOSPHERE that makes up HUMANITY!

Sat. April 11, 2026, 7:00 pm.

• Positive outlook .. generally seeing the good in things WHILE HOPEFULLY STILL FIGHTING TO REDUCE THE BAD SIDE. Sorry but A I will be our LAST STUPID!

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Added April 24, 2026, 11:45 am .. what is below? 

The MAIN POT of GOLD you can have is being raised with a feeling of SELF CONFIDENCE .. and DESERVING EVERYTHING. When I felt that lucky NURTURE was the best I had not begun thinking of JEWISH. I never like that religion because I thought REAL GOD would not CHOSE someone as the BEST! He loves ALL his children (ALL humans!) MY kid years careening between every Christian religion I realize now made me HATE RELIGION. I realize I made up my own GOD when I was very young. I think I realized religion was just a "TWIST to DIVIDE US". So I probably like Jewish least because "who the hell do you think you are? we are all CHOSEN and IF we behave  good harming nothing and no one .. THEN we go to HEAVEN! 

CERTAINLY there is no heaven for those LAZY, thinking just being "saved" will do the trick. (ADD that stupid " for god so loved ..." scripture!) And that is basically how I was raised. RIDICULOUS. So at least JEWS have a HUGE ADVANTAGE in life, already FEELING they deserve the world. I did NOT feel deserving for many reasons  .. and so I have never had the CONFIDENCE NEEDED to step out and sell my idea. NOW the lazy ones just say that is an excuse! 🤬 But those of us who want to UNDERSTAND the world and people (Because we wish no HARM) want answers to questions which is NOT an "excuse" or blame. So interesting they surely BLAME when it suits them. TWISTY left brains are so hard to understand for NORMAL caring humans. Left brain WARRIORS who must WIN at ALL COSTS, are very hard to UNDERSTAND for us NORMAL Humans. So yes .. it is slow and hard for me .. because I just am UNABLE to understand HOW a LEFT BRain ACTION being can be so MEAN or heartless? A Shallow and selfish FOCUS are so much easier than caring about OTHERS (the "We/US" HUMAN mode) Those"religions" simplify and generalize all into good vs evil. 🙈 But that has destroyed CIVILIZATION!

?used to be nurture .. and health nature. .. needs finish

Today I realized having BOOMER parents who had you YOUNG .. you are golden! I made the mistake of having my kids when old and just that decade LATER, destroyed my kids future!! Damn that is horrifying!! I have long known it, but when I write about it becomes more REAL. I am an OLD boomer .. the first .. most people my age have kids in their mid to late 50's. I believe they just caught the tail end of "the good life".Their kids in their late 50's ..60's seem to have life together. Mine in their 40's MISSED the window I think. I know DIVORCE destroys much and is a HUGE TOXIN in every way .. but the DECENT job was dead for those in their 40's. Workers had become even MORE DEVALUED! Plus my son graduated in Banking just as the banks collapsed in 2008!!

So I guess a POT of GOLD is many things

1. PHYSICAL (NATURE) good health
2. 5 * ..Self confidence and feeling DESERVING!
3. A job that still provided security and values its workers IN ACTUAL REALITY vs "Human Resources" crap. All those things are FRONTS of pretence and not real CRS, ..   ...

USE IT as God' magic magnet! He wants us to have a good life. just trade and SHARE<

Mon. April 13. 2026, 7:00 am 

GOOD boomers see we have destroyed the world! WE are in despair seeing it GONE.

• GRIEF .. it is slow and HARD to work THROUGH. Shared .. grief is easier! everything hard is easier SHARED, CONNECTED. Maybe a good reason for us GOOD BOOMERS to connect here! our world we loved .. is DEAD!

Mon. April 13. 2026, 7:00 am 

Connecting as SPECIAL groups is a recipe for WORLD END!! We are all the same .. just HUMANS!

NO "innocent til proven guilty ". Everything in our lives today .. is a CON JOB! we are sold the OLD crsp .. but none of it is true. All the ranting about democracy and the American dream? It is now DUMBOCRACY and an AMERICAN NIGHTMARE!!! 😱 oh dear

SO .. let us ALWAYS remember all the "NEWS" has an AGENDA. These are a FEW greedy selfish people and us quiet GOOD humans ARE THE MASSES! I hope to PROVE THAT with your help!! WE will create a REAL TRUE HONEST Info collection system with which we FIND REAL TRUTH build a FAIR "Order System", that CALCULATES the most good for the most with the least HARM for the least of us!

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Sat. April 25, 2026, 7:30 pm.

All my life I wanted to travel the world. S fascinating to see other cultures, history and geography. My Niece and good friend have both travelled the world .. plus I have talked to people that have. I feel sad and jealous .. but it is my fault because I always got totally obsessed with every American place I visited. So with tunnel vision I spent 20 years going to Nantucket then 20 in Buffalo and WNY. In 2007 I fell in love with PHILA and a few Years later NYC. I relaxed for the first time in my life in Phila at a sidewalk cafe table .. that I should normally hate (Traffic, germs?) Each of these places gave me a higher energy vibration than the last! But NYC is the biggest HIGH. Strange how seeing it live on TV will give me goosebumps. So YES .. I am jealous of the world travellers, sad at my silly routine and tradition continuance .. BUT! Nobody seems to have had the joy and awe and HIGH that I have especially in NYC. So my loss of travel opportunities I would never trade for my WEIRd ENERGY Behaviour. That is a pot gold resource I am soTHANKFUL FOR! (Is bipolar like you are on DRUGS! manic high?)

Sometimes we FAIL .. but at least we 99% try to do the GOOD thing .. consider OTHERS well being first. I E do not ONLY do what works well for US our SELF. Have not had time to read "is the SOUL REAL" . We too can CHOOSE what we believe .. not just "MAGA/WOKE"ers! 👿 God will give us THE GOOD PLACE .. IF .. we have been GOOD Humans! NOT .. because we were "saved" LAZY nonsense!!!

Tues. April 14, 2026, 8:00 pm.

WGRZ buffalo "Cross stolen from Jamestown church on Easter Sunday returned after search."

that minister is so awesome. I said exactly what newsman said "who is SO EVIL as to steal HISTORY from a church? (young BRAIN DEAD kids with no ethical heart?) The pastor talked about teaching the person THEY matter (grace from god). I have always thought many horrid things are done by people saying "I am nothing? ok I will show you! I CAN cause SOMETHING you will NOTICE me for. I MATTER!" Instead we get cops, jail, courts AND NO SOLUTION WHATSOEVER. 😱 We are too stupid to live!

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Sat , April 11, 2026, 9:00 pm

Yup we have to murder stupid and selfish gone cruel people. But why do we kill INNOCENTS and then call ME a terrorist ? Because we are INSANE and I seriously want off this planet! NO! I could care less about space and never UNDERSTOOD that fascination. HERE! HERE is an AWESOME work of BEAUTIFUL ART even without us. A Bee, a flower, a lizard, a snowflake .. why the hell would you want to go to space. YES very curious if there are others but we are now dead so who cares. We are now ZOMBIE .. or also like me want off the planet!

Sorry I have to leave this world very soon .. can not stand it here. I am going where the ghosts and spirits are .. so much MORE FUN! WE have destroyed every single factor necessary for ANY semblance of quality of life. I have waited 2 weeks to learn why people would "WANT to live forever" (link) but Vance is coming on, so Kara Swisher is GONE on CNN. trump is at a UFC fight so why can I not have the fun of a break .. going back into my HEALTH PAST and hating of self absorbed health freaks

Sun. April 26, 2026, 7:15 am.

100 years ago .. no wonder we had a car like this .. I am damn 80 almost! Damn it! When I was born Route 66 was only 20 years old .. a baby. NO wonder we had a car like this, it was old .. and yet I am surprised we could afford THAT.. probably because my older brother got a job with the RAILROAD!? My niece tells me in those days FARMERS were looked DOWN on EVEN in our tiny village Sebringville! What is wrong with people! HMM! .. and yet I never felt that .. 5 years younger. Strange .. are we each sensitive in certain ways. Since my daughter and I are oppsoite sensitive, she constantly ?feels I put her down .. where I say her TONE is always demeaning and she says it was not ABOUT ME. 

Is that "Trump TWISTY" (Left brain ACTION vs THINKING First) .. OR we each get different energies from others .. OFTEN MISTAKENLY??? The different energies we feel are from a collection of our OWN experience leaving us all in DIFFERENT energy spectrums! How did my niece THAT I LIVED WITH .. feel "looked down on" in the same school as me? I ran away from het lovely mom .. my sister to live with my less kind sister (Left brain like my daughter) knowing it was to babysit .. IN ORDER TO BE IN THE VILLAGE able to meet up wit friends. OMG how does ANYBODY communicate with ANYONE? Not only have to have the same IDEA of WORDS we communicate with, say them properly and TRULY honestly .. BUT WE SOMEHOW HAVE TO ALSO BE IN THE SAME ENERGY VIBRATION or WAVE LENGTH TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. Am I just TOO SENSITIVE WITH MY DAUGHTER. Is SHE SENSITIVE in a way I am NO AWARE OF so that I am HARMING with no ARTTENTION to??? Is THIS what Uda meant? it took her saying we do not understand what the other needs was just an EXCUSE to harm!!

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